these days mostly sunny days, with warm air and enlightening sun ray. this week i enjoyed my working space a lot: with twitter updates in view, and instant message of most accounts ready at fingertip. what's most exciting, i got google voice for 3 family google accounts, in the cheat of American user. even now i don't have a single friend outside of inland, i still felt quite contented with the powerful tool google offers. i in view the day China united with the freedom world in borderless clearly. i envision China can be a interesting and respectable partner of the fruitful Christian culture.
also we got quite some social sites interwoven. i finished the needed authentication to let post to my facebook, twitter via 3rd part tools, like seesmic or brizzly, both too nice to miss. i see its quite right to make full use of this kind of posting against spying eye from day to day harsh China surveillance. the world of cyberspace merging into coherence while China authority tries all its means to separate China from the world democracy, Chinese to global citizen.
this week we less gamed, for after experience so many breathtaking large games, baby son and me both loathed to try less interesting games, or small games. but a recent release, "De blob", attracted him 2 nights. he gamed it alone. we also picked his favorite game, "Cloudy with a Chance of Meat Balls", we made progress in once dead lock in another large game.
its a peaceful warm winter afternoon now. i didn't saw the tall girl in QRRS for 2 days, in the rush time of QRRS, my once and long time employer, a state-owned enterprise. last time when i shown my salute from my office window, she abrupt cut way to the other side of the road just under my window with her female companion. i see its a signal of her loath of waiting and being watched. the coming 2 days i busy in office, missing the rush time people's flow outside of the lane. i really don't intend to do anything, i trust God to bring me my beloved. and by the way, now i want to attend my baby till he grows 8 years on the earth. on the other side, i would never miss a chance to live in the harmony with my girl, in warmth of new life.
its work time now. dogs around biting heavily as usual. the day before yesterday i decided to give up the inspire upon a cute girl in the community of 139.com, a affiliate of the monopoly of Chinamobile. i got holy message that the name is complicated for me, for my longing for sanity and dewy, longing of pure girl. i see ever brighter future of my love.
bye for now, all my beloved. i pray u r in right mood and feeling love of the blessed, love of peace. winter coming, chill gathering, but lasting is the saint and pure light heart.
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the road every day baby son, warren zhu, took the bus to his kindergarten. the far end is railway telcom.
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the best beloved, warren zhu, hope of China and God of universe, in fighting game, in his mom's house, with his new pants.
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sunset, tower, and ravens' gathering in early winter in Qiqhar.


more of scene of early winter in Qiqihar, northeastern China:
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the vacation of China National Day and lunar Mid-Autumn Day, almost passed. baby son, warren zhu, and me, benzrad, enjoyed larger and newer games which can drive my new acer AS 4736G to its full load, beyond wilderness. i also made good use of time when i was left with baby alone when his mom attending her school, to let baby son know more God and the mission of our Royal of China. i also condemned his mother and her family a lot. also a lot of time wasted attending games' download, which very lagging. we just found the beauty of larger pc games, like "Frontline: fuel of war" and "call of duty: modern warfare", both larger than 4 GB, which cost me for 2 and more days to download from p2p. i tried "Frontline" with baby son, who also been attracted at once, but later baby son ditched me and follow his visiting uncle's playing with it, for the uncle more a veteran on games. he was asked to come over to break my intimate time with baby by baby's mother, who likely felt my talk and my critics with baby upon her when she absent.
these days in vacation really sometimes ignite my sex desire. i longing for my girls a lot. but i sure seeing God consoles me with our promised gathering with all my beloved in coming months. i saw God let me endure to lighten the coming elation of new life. i promise all my girls of my full heart, with full fruitful.
its a gloomy morning. i don't fear the spying eyes from China surveillance. i saw budding like spring rains, weak but insistent. i saw blessing of God like warmest and brightest sunshine, killing and healing. i saw my promised love like rains rampant and torrential.
| From baby son, warrenzh's works |
baby's work.
| From My second notebook, an Acer AS4736G |
my second notebook, her membership of my family since Aug 28th, 2009.
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an early full moon near lunar Mid-Autumn Day.
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| From Family&folks ∑ hometown journey |
benzrad, me, in hometown journey, on front yard of his passed dad's house.
family entertained in a nearby river soon after reunited.
baby bathed in warm Autumn dusk.
baby son bathed in warm Autumn dusk from be21zh on Vimeo.
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3 days before the day i left my hometown, village Zhudajiu, where i lingered for 3 months,and lives here my baby's mother's home for 3 months. life quite regular between my office and baby's mother,emakingir's house. i routinely stay in office for 5 hours, from 8:30am to 2:30 pm. in office i rip off Internet access and had to find other things to kill time. first i used roommate's Internet access when he absent, but the demon with a born spying eye trying to bargain with me payment for the usage, so i now totally stay in office offline. mostly i can immersed in reading ebook, esp. biographies of scientists, or sorting my hard disk, enjoy the plenty of warez and ebooks got from web.anyone really love the web can't praise the boundlessness of evaluable resources, most of them can gain by download. that lesson exactly the American people, who enjoy booming of information explosion since the descending of Internet, teaches me, and leads me to deep faith in God's saint and meaningful.i learn God from US people and their well beings.
since the first day i rejoin the office life, i remind myself being idle in office can be a beneficial experience for my mission, for the road of God over China needs time to clear unclear and bias. and according to most Chinese living standard i shouldn't rely on the speediness and expedience of Internet on finger tip. and my threat to the China authority nowadays can't be hidden by the peace so far i enjoyed. so i decided to enjoy leisure of mind as well as bodily in office where most staff wasting the resourceful Internet, doing board games, reading novels, watching movies, or even fed up by turning away, all this kind of simpler and boring activities. i know a far larger and firmer world beyond the constrain i was set in this eccentric city of northeastern China i grew 19 years just to overcome it to see through all China territory and beyond the Pacific ocean. i know God let me stand firmly on my own feet, after pains and endurance of empty brain and tastelessness.
Its a sunny day, even sometimes flow over some clouds.last night it drizzled, after the bright sunset of yesterday. I felt surely i was baptized when i got up earlier and launched to setup auto posting on some sites of mine, after one of my account reported compromised.China surveillance capture my web traffic with a spying eye on my web confidential not for moments, but for years without break.i trust my words to God, just likes my mission here in the barren and scurry land since the fell of Ming Dynasty, whose Emperor bred me and my Royal of China again in progress.
this moment i saw the still green and yellow leaves of trees outside of my office. a even brighter future for China in my view. i belongs to God, my dad, and lives long, manly and energetic as the Son, source of saviour for livings on the earth. China lives, and only lives in God's bless, no other way to save itself. and a more cohesive world lives in love, brotherhood, and most of all, faith in God one.
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cloudy sky over the city of Qiqihar.
cranes and trees in baby's mother's house's backyard.
forest in south park near ema's house.
sun ray among clouds.
baby son, warren zhu, with his new school bag.
a swallow rests on the rim of my office window.
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cloudy sky over the city of Qiqihar.
cranes and trees in baby's mother's house's backyard.
our backyard view under the sky.
baby son, warren zhu, with his new school bag.
sun ray burst among clouds.
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校友群 2009-08-18 16:37:15
张和协,你再贴我的条,我就把你买来打折处理
校友群 2009-08-18 16:54:04
呵呵,他贴你么事条呀
校友群 2009-08-18 17:08:45
QQ抢车位
校友群 2009-08-18 17:12:02
校友群 2009-08-18 17:12:21
看看黄冈市法院是多么黑
王飞舟(410230117) 2009-08-18 17:12:59
那是你们政府的事,与我们无关,敬告:勿谈国事
校友群 2009-08-18 17:57:29
一杯可乐两元钱,肯德基里卖六元
一个土豆砌成条,做成薯条又七元
两块面包一块肉,夹成汉堡卖几元?
外商赚钱不算少,地震捐款捐多少?
不捐难赚中国钱,磨磨噌蹭捐一点。
哪有民族企业猛,患难之下见分晓
不见经传王老吉,一捐就捐一个亿
奇瑞一辆三万块,捐款一千六百万
本田年销千万辆,捐款才捐二十万
兄弟姐妹醒一醒,一脉相连血肉情
食品饮料日用品,国产不比洋货差
中华儿女一家人,民族振兴靠国人
各位朋友转一转,莫枉做个中国人
如果你是中国人,请转发你所有的中国群
法国宣布,禁止进口中国产的花生米,椅子和鞋类。
法网民煽动抵制中国货,称中国损失远超法国
法国网民已经开始有动作了
美国网民已经抵制中国了
日本也停止进口中国产品了
中国网民那么多,天天等着外国主动抵制我们而我们袖手旁观吗?
我们还等什么?
我们中国
校友群 2009-08-18 17:57:29
网民还能做什么?动动鼠标难道比法国人反抗中国难吗?
网民你还等什么?
难道还要等到像日本占领东三省一样??
同胞们,行动,发动你身边的每一个人,
这次可是动真格的了,是中国人的就 转
benzrad[570503557] 2009-08-18 18:05:13
老王还信这些?wto,贸易自由化白进了.小家子气那么重干啥?
benzrad[570503557] 2009-08-18 18:08:32
东三省经历日本统治,难道真的那么糟糕吗?gcd的炮火还不止那里来的.台湾的"海角七号"可以看出生活在不同的统治者下的连续.
benzrad[570503557] 2009-08-18 18:10:16
中国制造轰轰烈烈这么多年,不是美国消费者买单,中国还不知道落后几重天.
叶子惠(468237768) 2009-08-18 18:11:46
八戒 你去国外比较合适哎
校友群 2009-08-18 18:12:02
悲哀,我们遇到大师了
叶子惠(468237768) 2009-08-18 18:12:19
王可宇 呵呵 可好?
benzrad[570503557] 2009-08-18 18:11:04
中国何能何德几十年内飞速发展?最关键的技术积累哪里来的?
校友群 2009-08-18 18:12:40
你怎么长大的?
叶子惠(46827768) 2009-08-18 18:12:43
我都感觉八戒怎么像是被洗脑了
benzrad[570503557] 2009-08-18 18:12:41
我就知道明朝的中国领先世界几十年也没弄出个响来,你今天的网络或手机,全球神经,那里来的
benzrad[570503557] 2009-08-18 18:14:03
君子喻于义,小人喻于利.
benzrad[570503557] 2009-08-18 18:14:43
中国人动不动摆牛逼,只能自挖墙角
benzrad[570503557] 2009-08-18 18:15:46
一句话,有本事再改革开放回去.
叶子惠(468921768) 2009-08-18 18:18:07
八戒 你咋了 受刺激了?
benzrad[570503557] 2009-08-18 18:17:31
我看见小人就来气.
叶子惠(4682127768) 2009-08-18 18:19:04
谁是小人啊
benzrad[570503557] 2009-08-18 18:18:22
那小钱小巧厄人的.
叶子惠(421927768) 2009-08-18 18:20:12

benzrad[570503557] 2009-08-18 18:19:36
大和至上. 用马克思的话,存在的必然合理.看不到中国跟世界的紧密联系,动辄厄人,这是恐怖分子的惯技.
benzrad[570503557] 2009-08-18 18:25:43
要论孤立,清朝干得最好,自取其辱的就是入侵或挨打.
benzrad[570503557] 2009-08-18 18:26:32
水要六,风要吹,逆势的,上帝不耐.
benzrad[570503557] 2009-08-18 18:30:33
可宇没看最近的网评吗,有想在故宫里开麦当劳还是星巴克的,中国不让,理由是国脸,结果,现在那里开面条馆,30元一碗.
benzrad[570503557] 2009-08-18 18:31:08
这是真事.
benzrad[570503557] 2009-08-18 18:33:07
中国的问题,最大的问题,就是官太多,啥都要管,因为管是他们的饭碗.中国的人吃人,五千年了,从孔子始.孔教孔教,就是恐教.
benzrad[570503557] 2009-08-18 18:53:46
对不起,我这里的发言自觉精彩,我要发到我的博客.各位真名我隐去.请多关照.
ps: tried to post this item with some photos i shot recent with my first DC, but China surveillance heavily blocking and failed me many times to post photos.
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logo of site IIDChina, at http://facebook.com/iidchina ,or http://groups.google.com/group/iidchina .
beautiful sunset in Qiqihar, near Autumn.
colorful clouds near dusk in Qiqihar, China. its near Lunar Autumn.
dearest baby son, warren zhu, Hope of China, God of universe, ate corn cake in Holyland bread shop.
See and download the full gallery on posterous
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logo of site IIDChina, at http://facebook.com/iidchina ,or http://groups.google.com/group/iidchina .
beautiful sunset in Qiqihar, near Autumn.
colorful clouds near dusk in Qiqihar, China. its near Lunar Autumn.
dearest baby son, warren zhu, Hope of China, God of universe, ate corn cake in Holyland bread shop.
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unite China as well as Chinese all over the world under one China in democracy, steers the world into more prosperous and peaceful world under God's shine.
http://be21zh.org
http://knol.google.com/k/ben-zhu/china-democracy/fr65rgdtqbpx/2#